Day 1 - Your Best Friend
Dear Best Friend, I know you’re out there somewhere and I won’t stop looking until I have found you. I have come across many people who I’ve called my best friend and who I thought would be there for me for the rest of my life, but most of those friendships didn’t work out the way I thought they would. As of right now, all I can do is wait until I finally find that...
You can either send it to them (anonymously or with your name) or keep them to yourself. On this day you write a letter to: Day 1 — Your Best Friend Day 2 — Your Crush Day 3 — Your parents Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative) Day 5 — Your dreams Day 6 — A stranger Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend Day 9 — Someone you wish you...
Him: why do you catch me at the wrong time haha i was just heading to take a shower
Him: can you hold on like 10 minutes?
Him: ok i got like 5 minutes haha
Me: haha alright any time I get to talk to you is wonderful
Him: thats a blatant lie and you no it
Me: Not even! I miss talking to you
Him: hahaa really?
Me: of course! don't you believe me?
Me: :| you never believe me! oh well I do mean it you're fun to talk to
Him: haha i'm not a believer i guess
Me: Apparently! It's okay I'll believe enough for the both of us....okay now that was a blatant lie
Him: yaaa lie lie liar liar
Me: You're just a skeptic. Live a little! Take a risk and believe me for once!
Him: thats too risky ;p
Him: heartbreak kid
Me: You're not Ben Stiller, don't lie. You're much more dashing ;P
Him: hahaha lies
Me: Nooooo! You are
Him: you lie through ur teeth
Me: Noo I'd lie through my voice if anything buuuuut I'm not lying so you can just keep your little doubts to yourself
Him: i must go now
Me: :( like I said, heartbreaker. well goodbye lovely! have a wonderful day
Him: thank you have a great night
That little conversation gave me hope that this friendship wasn't for nothing after all.
I am a jealous person. I want what you have. I want to mean something to someone. Is that so much to ask?
Honey Just Own Up To It.
It’s okay, I love you but I’m not in love with you. Have your fun, I’ll have mine. Don’t be ashamed because you kissed someone else. I did too. I find it funny, kissing is just kissing. There’s no attachment invloved, So why are you being so defensive? It’s okay. It’s no big deal. Really, it’s not. I thought I’d be torn up by this, but...
I got my SAT scores back :D All my damn studying and work paid off. 2040 baby! :D :D :D Right when I was slipping into a pit of despair, I see that the things I do actually pay off. I’m so incredibly happy right now
Yesterday the world was made right again. Today has been pretty good so far. I’m rather happy despite the fact that I have yet to even get ready for the day. I get to hang out with some of my best friends, then I get to go to Les Mis (a play/musical) and then back to my best friends :) I’m quite happy with my plans for today so far.
God never puts you in a situation that you can’t handle and become...– Ricky
5 hours in a car with Cameron Frederickson meant getting sagebrush, meeting his house cleaners, getting lost twice, looking for parking for half an hour, seeing some girl’s boobs, no beach, hoochie at a mexican restaurant where we had bad mexican food, traffic and lost sunglasses. but boy oh boy was it fun :)
There is something wrong with me. I can’t eat without feeling queasy and can’t think about food without feeling queasy. Today, for example, my lunch was grapes. I was full after eating 6 grapes (I didn’t even have breakfast). I’m tired all the time. I sleep all the time. Heck last night I took a 2 hour nap and then slept 10 hours. There is something wrong. this is about...
So dog sitting has been quite interesting. The cat peed in the house and my sister and I had quite the fun time trying to clean it up. And then today when I came back to the house the dog knocked over a plant and the dirt got everywhere so I had to clean that up too. Luckily neither of the animals have gotten sick. I don’t know if I could handle that. Soccer today was completely lame!...
Let’s go over my summer: June 11-13: Animal/House sitting June 18: Ortho appointment and Dominick’s Pre-School Graduation June 19: Les Mis June 19-26: Animal/House sitting June 27: Warped Ventura June 26-July 8: Animal/House sitting July 2: Dominick’s Birthday July 12-15: ASB CADA Camp July 19-23: Visit old family friends in San Fran July 26-29: ASB Meetings July 27:...
O! beware, my lord, of jealousy; It is the green-eyed monster which doth mock...– William Shakespeare, Othello the Moor of Venice (Iago at III, iii)
Each day is getting a little easier. So far it hasn’t been as bad as I thought. I’m hardly thinking about him and when I do, it doesn’t feel like I’ve been punched in the stomach. Dare I say I’m getting over him? I’m not sure I am actually getting over it or more just accepting that eventually he’ll be back. I do miss his random comments and our weird...
My psychology teacher told me that it’s helpful as well as healthy to write a journal or have a diary of some sort. I figured that rather than having an actual book to write things in I’d make a tumblr account, so that is the reasoning as to why I now have one. Now, it comes down to the confusing part. Him. My best friend, or ex best friend; I’m not quite sure. I’ve given...
My life is like a stroll on the beach—as near to the edge as I’m...– Thoreau.