June 2010
3 tags
Day 1 - Your Best Friend
Dear Best Friend,
I know you’re out there somewhere and I won’t stop looking until I have found you. I have come across many people who I’ve called my best friend and who I thought would be there for me for the rest of my life, but most of those friendships didn’t work out the way I thought they would. As of right now, all I can do is wait until I finally find that...
3 tags
Healing.
You can either send it to them (anonymously or with your name) or keep them to yourself. On this day you write a letter to:
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you...
3 tags
#22
Me: Hey!
Him: why do you catch me at the wrong time haha i was just heading to take a shower
Me: Sorry?
Him: can you hold on like 10 minutes?
Me: Suure
...
Him: ok i got like 5 minutes haha
Me: haha alright any time I get to talk to you is wonderful
Him: thats a blatant lie and you no it
Me: Not even! I miss talking to you
Him: hahaa really?
Me: of course! don't you believe me?
Him: no
Me: :| you never believe me! oh well I do mean it you're fun to talk to
Him: haha i'm not a believer i guess
Me: Apparently! It's okay I'll believe enough for the both of us....okay now that was a blatant lie
Him: yaaa lie lie liar liar
Me: You're just a skeptic. Live a little! Take a risk and believe me for once!
Him: thats too risky ;p
Me: heartbreaker!
Him: heartbreak kid
Me: You're not Ben Stiller, don't lie. You're much more dashing ;P
Him: hahaha lies
Me: Nooooo! You are
Him: you lie through ur teeth
Me: Noo I'd lie through my voice if anything buuuuut I'm not lying so you can just keep your little doubts to yourself
Him: i must go now
Me: :( like I said, heartbreaker. well goodbye lovely! have a wonderful day
Him: thank you have a great night
...
...
...
...
That little conversation gave me hope that this friendship wasn't for nothing after all.
5 tags
3 tags
2 tags
#20
I am a jealous person.
I want what you have. I want to mean something to someone.
Is that so much to ask?
2 tags
3 tags
Honey Just Own Up To It.
It’s okay, I love you but I’m not in love with you. Have your fun, I’ll have mine. Don’t be ashamed because you kissed someone else. I did too. I find it funny, kissing is just kissing. There’s no attachment invloved, So why are you being so defensive? It’s okay. It’s no big deal. Really, it’s not.
I thought I’d be torn up by this, but...
5 tags
#17
I got my SAT scores back :D All my damn studying and work paid off.
2040 baby! :D :D :D
Right when I was slipping into a pit of despair, I see that the things I do actually pay off.
I’m so incredibly happy right now
3 tags
3 tags
4 tags
2 tags
#13
Yesterday the world was made right again.
Today has been pretty good so far. I’m rather happy despite the fact that I have yet to even get ready for the day. I get to hang out with some of my best friends, then I get to go to Les Mis (a play/musical) and then back to my best friends :) I’m quite happy with my plans for today so far.
3 tags
“God never puts you in a situation that you can’t handle and become...”
– Ricky
3 tags
#11
5 hours in a car with Cameron Frederickson meant getting sagebrush, meeting his house cleaners, getting lost twice, looking for parking for half an hour, seeing some girl’s boobs, no beach, hoochie at a mexican restaurant where we had bad mexican food, traffic and lost sunglasses.
but boy oh boy was it fun :)
4 tags
3 tags
3 tags
#8
There is something wrong with me.
I can’t eat without feeling queasy and can’t think about food without feeling queasy. Today, for example, my lunch was grapes. I was full after eating 6 grapes (I didn’t even have breakfast).
I’m tired all the time. I sleep all the time. Heck last night I took a 2 hour nap and then slept 10 hours. There is something wrong.
this is about...
3 tags
3 tags
#6
So dog sitting has been quite interesting. The cat peed in the house and my sister and I had quite the fun time trying to clean it up. And then today when I came back to the house the dog knocked over a plant and the dirt got everywhere so I had to clean that up too. Luckily neither of the animals have gotten sick. I don’t know if I could handle that.
Soccer today was completely lame!...
2 tags
#5
Let’s go over my summer:
June 11-13: Animal/House sitting
June 18: Ortho appointment and Dominick’s Pre-School Graduation
June 19: Les Mis
June 19-26: Animal/House sitting
June 27: Warped Ventura
June 26-July 8: Animal/House sitting
July 2: Dominick’s Birthday
July 12-15: ASB CADA Camp
July 19-23: Visit old family friends in San Fran
July 26-29: ASB Meetings
July 27:...
3 tags
“O! beware, my lord, of jealousy; It is the green-eyed monster which doth mock...”
– William Shakespeare, Othello the Moor of Venice (Iago at III, iii)
3 tags
#3
Each day is getting a little easier. So far it hasn’t been as bad as I thought. I’m hardly thinking about him and when I do, it doesn’t feel like I’ve been punched in the stomach. Dare I say I’m getting over him? I’m not sure I am actually getting over it or more just accepting that eventually he’ll be back. I do miss his random comments and our weird...
3 tags
3 tags
#1
My psychology teacher told me that it’s helpful as well as healthy to write a journal or have a diary of some sort. I figured that rather than having an actual book to write things in I’d make a tumblr account, so that is the reasoning as to why I now have one.
Now, it comes down to the confusing part. Him. My best friend, or ex best friend; I’m not quite sure. I’ve given...
2 tags
“My life is like a stroll on the beach—as near to the edge as I’m...”
– Thoreau.
